Anxious Unpredictable Manipulative Netherless Only

November 2nd was my 2nd last test Date
the next is at November 12th.

Leaving the last 2 Horrible expectation,
Physics
Computer Science

I dont give a damn about how I did for English B. It's shyt anyway,
I was just hoping for the least, 7% ? lol


Maths and Accounting goes next, Math is fairly on the AA margin, Accounting : " Holy Moly, I never thought I could meet that on internal, fuck it FInal is Theorised, daymmmn"

Physics is.. erhmm... The WORST of All ( internal), although I hated English as being Unreasonably marked for presentation and assesments. Physics is...
duh, out of 4 Test only got HD once xD
I barely Pass Electric & Magnetism Topic Test!!! #.#

So, rather than giving up hope, I decided to work for it.
10 days is not long, but significant to make improvement.
SInce My Computer Science is above Satisfactory of HD+. lol, I dedicate more portion into
Brushing up Physics.

This is how it was,
10 days = 9 days Physics + 1 day CSC


It's failure style of studying, but works for me, suckers.

Then I go college everyday from 10 to 5. not missing breakfast with my parents, and do pass year questions like a mad nerd at the foyer.
SOmetimes, Hit the jackpot, attend Mr. CHan's Extra class, and so GET MORE PAPERS. =D

Physics Morning and Noon, Night dota dota dota. Its a Cycle that goes for every single day.
YES! I finished all the Model Pass Year Papers This Afternoon!
almost 70% of the questions are hell similar, 15% are EXACTLY the SAME. lol.
hope we are lucky thsi year.

So, its done above schedule, exactly 8 days.
now I have 2 days for CSC, also safer. hehe. I can barely recall things that I learn in Network Basics and Database. Crap. 2 days is just ENOUGH.

Hell of a sudden, Even sleeping I am dreaming about PHYSICS.
WAT THE HELL man.

I remember " I was doing some weird question, on Tesla, and Magnetic Flux, applying the formula of F = NBA Cos X . And I was confused, unsure which rule to use Left / right hand rule,
I started drawing the Diagram with arrows, to identify direction of force, I got stuck whether X is Cos or Sin ( BIL), I scratch my head..." suddenly I woke up and I start searching for the Pass Year Question (Nov 07), fcck, i still remember which paper. lol. and FInd that question.

Yes, I was right, the direction is perpendicular.. blablabla... then, wtf... where 's my paper..
LOL.. WTF??? I DREAMED PHYSICS???? LMAO.
All the Pass Year Questions Really turned me nuts.
Better Start on COmputer Science, if not MacQ's gonna kick my ass.

Oh ya, bout the score, pal, this is kinda individual,
u can comment/ compare it as an overall merit grading ( good, quite good, bad, suck).
But, dont be absurd, U cant compare exactly when science to commerce.
MUFY doesnt do Ranking, unless u wanna rank urself, thats ur choice.
But take note, lady : " You cant compare a dog and a cat" -- Mr. Chan





Good Grades is very relative. Depends on your taste, in a simpler way, what your goal is.
As long You are happy with your score, good enough. No such thing as" my score is higher and I didnt apply for pharmacy, so I dont think you should as your score is below mine."
This is bullshyt, You dont penalise people for ur own stupidity. lol.

COMPUTER SCIENCE PART B TOPIC TEST 3


FAIL 9 9

I know, many dumbass is with me.
Lanjiao.

I seriously dont know I study what Fuck.
Now, die la stupid Physics another headache.
I am so fucking gonna rush up.
Smart people dont study alot to get good grades,
I am not smart like them, so I have to work extra hard.

This month is shyt

mlm

Lalalala~

Tuesday got CS Test.

"MUST" study.
"MUST" pass.

D;


Aiyo, sien. Lose 99 tat day de stupid talent quest,
mic killed the whole show. @@

hehe. Suan.
DIm SuM taste very nice.

My love for piano came back =D
Thanks to goat. xD

#.#
Very funny thing happened.
" My things are mine, and your things are also mine."
Its funny, haha when this is a phrase to actually insult girls
how unreasonable they are ( although we know they are xD).
In the other hand, they feel such CULTURE. is a Natural Phenomena/ Law to obey to.
They seems sort of proud for their Unreasonable Phenomena.
hehehe.

Not knowing a phrase of insult, and misjudging it as a pride is
Stupidness at the Maximum Amplitude.

Given by Equation: Soh@iness = k(Insult)* ( feeling of pride) / ( shamefulness)

where shamefulness = k/ ( feeling of pride)


Being unreasonable, simply rawks xD

Finally, within a few hours, its the big game.

Woohoo~

We are glad enough, we made it successfully through the audition last week, and to the finals for tomorrow. Its gonna be a big show.

It wouldn't matter if tomorrow anyone of us didn't play well. We develop the trust on each other that, atleast, we will try our best. It was quite a surprise that last week, Ms Sham would even label us as one of the Top Performance. what a joke, "I will leave the best for the last, for the boom"
And today we were informed, we will be performing last. thats very unexpected.

We even did a very last minute change to the composition. We removed the electronic keyboard as it dont fit in, the intensity would be covered by piano. The drum dont suit for the Intro and End, and sort of make Pazza Inter sound very tribal. So I took that out as well. It was a trial for us to insert violin into play. And, doing that 1 day before the performance is just way too risky.

Goat recommended to hit it for a try, then the replanning starts.first, We head back to Set's "palace" to make some noise and get his violin. Math extra class were canceled later on, so we had no delay on using the hall on time at 5. Modelling rehearsal sort of dominated our territory.
Bloody hell, we booked it first. We tried out most of the composition, and did some equalising activities, special thanks to Clement. Goat tabulate notes for the Violin role, and Set were forced to digest it within a day. Fortunately, he swallowed it well before we even finish practising.
They came over after the rehearsal ends. then we started doing full package practise.

Set couldnt cope up with the full rhythm, so we have to cut down and try to simplify or replace certain chain notes with a single root note. Its more like a trial and error process to get it all done. I myself, am pretty satisfied that the violin fit it very well, especially on the end of the intro and the part on scopornok. Its brilliant work. After Set get his role clear, with 3 full rehearsal, the result is very comforting.

Its kinda unbelievable that things can be changed and moved back into place within 1 night of intensive practise.
This is not something that would sound so possible to be done. And it did.
It proves that, the outcome of a performance dont come from how well is your performing and music skills, but how much sacrifice, commitment and effort you put into practising it.

Level of achievement barely means anything. But the fun, the effort and the willingness is
what makes the music blends well.

Vincere Insieme!!

We even discussed bout attire. Its gonna look crazy. I will upload the devil heads when i get the time to do so =D
1st email: COnditional offer from ANU
Finally AusEd mailed it to me T.T

YEEEAAAHAAAAAA xD

1 more option for Uni's ! hehe.

Ciao~ sleep sleep.

Its very common that imaginations tend to be somehow logical.
Logic tend to be, int eh same way, very imaginative.
Learn less, try to love more to understand the equation of deep love.

The conclusion comes last.

When a guy falls for a girl,

Time = effort
Money = contribution

but, the reality shows something illogical nowadays
wasting time on a girl = gaining effort ?
wasting money = giving contribution?

+ = - ??

Love = k(effort + contribution)
K is a constant. Depending on 1st impression.


When a guy says sorry,
Amount of "sorry" = sincerity
amount of gifts = magnitude of sorry

sorry = sincerity + amount of gifts


When a guy tells you " I am busy"
the girl receives it " stop interrupting me"


for love,
Content =/= words*meaning
Content = (voice intensity * pitch) + c
*c is a variable consisting unique words used.



Loyalty = amount of reports issued for participation of events
Forgiveness = willingness to get back to the same bed
Consistency = {gradient} of the increase on call duration (expected exponentially,e^x)

Love suggest:
Fetch a friend 6km to a mall and get paid RM8 = unworthy
Fetch your girl to city central 16km journey and get paid nothing + lunch on you = worthy

Love believe:
Distance = 1/love intensity
but there is a saying in chinese,
Love cant seperate us apart. Yes, but distance will.

for guys, a girl's
expression = tenderness
voice = purity
gradient = quality

impression = e*v*g
so either one is a (-), the impression is negative.
This is reality, live with it =P


another similar theory, a little revision on effort
distance = k(petrol consumption)
work = effort
work = distance * time
then we get
Love = effort + contribution
at last:
Love =k(petrol consumption)* time + money

that explains why most guys need a car.

while in love,
A guy undergo a restriction of domain and range
for the graph of beauty

originally it may be ranging from ( tann skin, korean white)
to satisfy the composite function of the relationship,
it becomes:

Dom-> ( me, me)
Range-> (me , me)

"The fool says to himself, there is no beauty."


General Reporting constant procedure
1. This is a general procedure, steps may differ due to personal policy =)

a. receive call from a friend, requested to join an outing
b. Report 1 : Notification of existing event
b1. YES = move to c
b2. No = Abort
c. Get ready for the outing
d. Report 2 : Departure Notification
d1. Emergency pullback = Abort
Else move to e
e. Enjoy yourself
e1. [switch off phone] = deadmeat
e2. [get called] = play nice/ lie, then f
e3. neither of the above, go to f
f. Report 3: Duration of event including leaving time
f1a. Not permitted = Leave now
f1b. Not permitted = Lie
f2. Permitted = Enjoy
g. Done then leave
h. Report 4: Honey I am back
h1. EMO = get loaded with cash, prepare presents
h2. No reply= 1) deadmeat
2) asleep, good for you
h3. Hows it? = Make sure you're loaded with talktime credit


-----End of procedure---

dont forget,
Loyalty = amount of reports issued for participation of events

Jealousy is a very common word.
so start reporting consistently.

Goodluck counting love blessings =D
Nights' folks

78 Monash

84 UNSW

86 UniMelb


90 MacQ


??? ANU

This is nuts. It's just like studying for medicine.
I may have to quit many shits to achieve that target.

Then, there comes the talent quest thingy.
Goat and Tiong came to my house, and we practised the pieces overnight.
At first it was Pazza Inter Amala.
Then Goat requested to start it up on piano. He started playing Arrival to Earth by Jablonski.
Along with Scopornok. then we somehow came up with the idea of merging Arrival to Earth with Pazza Inter.

Then I tried to seek for similar key element to combine them end to end.
This was the difficult part, Pazza Inter uses F# as the root chord while Arrival to earth is a mere major of C. the Interval between is quite huge.

Tiong asked what bout scopornok. perhaps scopornok is possible. that piece roots the music on F#, which is the same to Pazza Inter. Then I suggested that we end pazza inter and resume it with scopornok. The merging process went on pretty well.

Back to Arrival to Earth, I convinced Goat to let it off, seeking the favor the merge will turn out much a failure. lol, he insisted not to. Well, we just have to try things out then. it's 1am Saturday,
and we are still in the piano room trying to merge the songs. I have goat play arrival to earth few times on piano, repeating again and again.
from piano, it doesnt sound much further than how it sounds on guitar tunes. It's possible that both can be connected. I suck on playing piano, but had no choice but to try the chords out myself. I told goat to give me the breakdown of every chord to notes. then somehow tried it out.
Somehow, we manage to connect both, as we use an interval between arrival to earth and Pazza Inter.

Creating an interval of merely 15sec, is like inserting a melody riff that starts with D and ends on F#. the piano part is smooth enough, using diminished double notes to slowly jump from major chords to diminished minors of B and then F#.
It was a great success now that we merge all 3 together. The sad part is only the chorus part of Pazza Inter will be inserted.

It took us that night to actually bring all the pieces to one. it sounds horrible at 1st, kinda cool. But after a few testrun, it seems pretty fine. just the guitar part on that interval, my notes kinda sucks, still need some effort to get on the rigth scale.

It should be fine, I guess.
Tiong just needs more practise on mute strumming and controlling tempo, thats all.
Reminds me of that LMAO piano lesson. tempo tempo... lol

Pazza inter is worst " pazza inteeer amalaaaeeeeeeeeerrrr ~~~ ( all the way down) "

Out of everything, the intro to scopornok is the best. xD





Just ignore the fuking video, leave the speakers on, more than enough. =)


Back to stardee-ing for the 90's...

Perfection is sometimes just too hard to go after.
You cant expect everything on earth to be readily made for you.

Quote a best AE leader, Alicus:
"If the world didn't suck, we had all fall off"


It's normal that we face more difficulties than sweet moments. No, not biased. It's because this is our human nature. We tend to complain more than we appreciate. This is way too obvious, that people dont sit down and think why.
People tend to complain bad service rather than appreciating the food they were served.
People tend to forget how the marriage lasted so long rather than stop giving a damn about the reason that lead to the divorce.
People tend to notice disbenefits more than benefits.
People tend to complain bout their sad past, than planning ahead for a better future.

Things in reality dont have happy endings, Time leads to no end. History loops.
Incidents dont happen by chance, they just randomly comes and go.
It's human that judges, that evaluates it.
"Mind games, we tend to add flavors, add [emotions] to something simply so dull, we always
expect it would be like this or that, we expect it to be more"

We maze ourselves within our thoughts, we handle reality like a fairytale, expecting a return on every contribution, expecting a dusk after every dawn.
We call it "positive attitude", to believe what's best to believe.

But if you were to make things relatively black and white.
It will never be the same. It is possible that bad things concurrently happen twice, or more.
A sad ending may not be the beginning of a favourable fantasy.
You know that's possible, but you dont cry for being treated "unfair". You dont blame your "Lord" or anything/anyone similar.

There's no crisis in faith. There is only crisis in self-esteem.
People must face the fact that the world is never fair, nor equally balanced with Good and bad.
That's why we learn Skewed graphs on a distribution, average is not always applicable for every situation we face.
There are always unfortunate people, there will always be poverty, there will always be unfairness, sacrifice and blank sacrifice.
We just have to cope up with risk, rather than complaining bout it.

Does much more complaining leads to a better life?
Does dis-satisfaction really leads to improvement?

CHanging the society, what about changing ourselves first?

People have to start thinking, why?
What if people just start being considerate?
What if people just start to plan ahead?
What if people just sit down and get a solution to troubles than "temporarily escape from it"

We have to change ourselves, rather than hoping others to change theirs.


What can we do through peaceful negotiation? what can we do through calming ouselves down and let the "bad guys" escape their role?
We can relieve ourselves from inappropriate solution to handle the side-effect of complaining too much.

We dont need smoking to release our tense.
We dont need to drink to kill sorrow.
We dont need to hurt someone to get our own comfort.
We dont need to kill someone to get our own determination.

It's not right.


In a simple logical sense, there are 2 ways to prove something right:

1) Evidence, prove yourself, your theory to run a logical sense.
2) Prove others wrong.

It's a natural phenomenon that most people would choose the 2nd one.
"It's easy to critic the government's faulty decision, than running it yourself"
If you are on the Government's point of view,
what would you do?

People tend to react to conflicts very sensitively. Challenging other arguments create conflict between, and conflict grows. Sometimes, though it's still reasonably acceptable. It would be better to prove yourself right, than proving others wrong.

Prove that Smoking cures depression.
Prove that smoking saves lives.
Prove that smoking gives inspiration.
Prove that killing someone leads to a better future.

Rather than

Proved that smoking doesnt cause heart failure.
Proved that smoking doesnt lead to mental disorder.
Proved that drinking doesnt cause road accidents.
Proved that killing someone doesnt jeapordise public security.


If people would start putting responsibilities on themselve.
People will open their eye. The solution is not to negotiate, not to
refute, not to kill oppositions,
but to

THINK.

There's no always a right or wrong. But the difference.


23th day,
The swear on a Complaint-free world.

Holiday is here:

A lot to do, but still have to rest more.

Dad seem pretty happy when he came back to work,

" He said 4 years maybe a little too heavy to handle, but he will subsidise for bout 2years.
So I would expect you to get familiar with that place fast, by the 3rd year, u will know how to get money, and survive ur own expenses. From now on, still study hard, dont throw our expectation"

GOOOD, now got sponsor. Placement is somehow guaranteed as long as I meet their requirement!!
woohoo~ What's left is to study hard, and score well.

This is once in a lifetime opportunity, with a sponsor, and at such age.
No way to miss this.
This thing is just too important to me.

I am willing to sacrifice anything to achieve this.
Lets start from Uninstalling dota from all computers!
Noooo~~~~ =D

RyukA is a lifeless shyt,
he everyday study, but his Sem2 internal still show no improvement?
what went wrong?

:" Lack of practise".

Gotta work harder. HARDER.
This was a very difficult choice for me, to cut down, burn off, restrict or even sacrifice whatever
that I may not want to. But, I have no other choice. My dad place a very risky investment as putting me into this, with high expectation, he trusted me. I shouldn't disappoint them.
Its not only for me, but my family.

Too bad, something that I like is actually something that people get bored fast, highly stressful, with a fairly high responsibility. But if everyone just give up on what they like, because its too hard to work up with, then there wont be any success.
The point is that, the process is very stressful and demotivating, but upon success, we may tend to get happier and more satisfied than any other career.

I SOLVED IT =D

I rather enjoy 10 years of peaceful life, than 5 years of playful life.
It's too different, when its on working for a purpose.


I learned a new thing today,

Geometrical Distribution

X~Geo(p)
Lets say P=0.1
even if the chances of success is low. through a couple of failure,
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FAIL FOREVER.

P(X>n)= p(q)^(n-1)

where X is the number of trials to get a successful output.
As N increases. it eventually goes closer to 0.5 and towards==> 0.99
Meaning, u will eventually get a success through high number of trials.

The letter and sponsor is here. Dont give up.

Nothing is here, seriously

during CSC class, I login my email

New Mail: Application ( MELB UNI)

open

....

........

............OH MY....

Its here.........

0_0


^0^


XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


UNIVERSITY OF MELBOURNE sent me the Conditional Offer Letter!!
And Set an appointment for me to meet them yesterday.
The Representative, gave the guarantee,
"as long as you meet the requirement stated, YOU ARE GUARANTEED A PLACE my dear"

"well, Thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sem1, finally beared some fruits.


BINGO, I MA HALF WAY DONE, MATE.

86%

THIS IS THE DREAM, TO BE REALISED.

Darn, I have not been sleeping well for few days already.

Yet to hear from Macquarie, ANU and UNSW.
Even if they fkin kick me off, I am happy enough to attend Melb Uni. xD


~Dota Moment:

noobfishyme: LOL, sucker.
ryukajsz: ooi goat
ryukajsz: stun la, wat no mana, 700 mana.. kana...
noobgoatyme: ong
noobgoatyme: chill
noobgoatyme: Melb Uni
noobgoatyme: xD
ryukajsz: lolz
ryukajsz: =D

Atlast, lose kao kao... Nevermind. Happy enough.

^^

My sister is so gonna congratz me =D
She's coming back friday night.. woohooo~

xD

Quote Teo:
" Cant stop smiling =] "



Kun liao, nite nite.
Awesome, now I cant sleep. =D

I seldom reach this limit.

The deterioration of mental performance,
slows down every input and output process.

Assignments and Test comes through Waves per day.
The breeze signifies the incapability to cope up with the heat of workloads.

Low Moonlight consumption diverges the concentration.
Greenery and the moisture in the air is what I hope for everyday.
I've been away from nature for too long. And this ain't anything good.

My parents are worried I didn't get enough sleep, My schedule is all messed up.
Grey hairs... dont mention.

24 hours per day, doesnt seem really enough.
It's either I am not effiicient enough to cope up with workload relatively to time. Or I am simply
too lazy.

to exceed 92% on math, is a joke too heavy to laugh about.


Fcuk it, I made a promise,
from the "ComplaintFree World" campaign
no complaining, work with it.

Got an email from professor Forbes.
YEAP, ITS POSSIBLE TO DO THE PART II program there even if I did not get exemption for Part I units.. woohoooooooo~~
THIS IS SO NOT TRUE. xD

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Jue Sheng,

Bruce Goodwin in the Course Advisory area has sent me the course planners he sent you.
I confirm that as far as the actuarial program what he has told you is quite correct.

If you come to Clayton for 3 years and do a B Com and do 8 units a year, 24 units in all.
Then assuming you are going to fulfil the CPA requirements, and using the information Bruce has supplied
You would have
6 core compulsory units, incl AFC1000, ECC1000 and ETC1000 which count towards the actuarial program
2 out of 4 compulsory units, and doing ETC1010 and AFC1030 gives you ETC1010 towards the actuarial program
8 CPA units, of which only AFC2140 counts for the actuarial program
That is 16 units to fulfil basic B Com requirements and CPA requirements.
Leaving you only 8 optional units from other areas to cover the actuarial program.

Whereas the actuarial program involves 11 units plus 2 maths units desirable.
That is ECC1100 (for CT7), AFC2000 (for CT2), ETC2520 (for CT3), AFC2340 (for CT1), ETC2430 and MTH3241 (for CT4), ETC3530 (for CT5), ETC2410, 3460 and 3510 (for CT8), ETC3420 (for CT6) and MTH1020/1030 and MTH2222 being a good idea.

SO IN SUMMARY - IF YOU CAN AFFORD TO COME TO CLAYTON FOR 4 YEARS YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING
IF YOU CAN ONLY AFFORD TO BE HERE FOR 3 YEARS THEN IF YOU WANT TO DO THE FULL CPA PROGRAM THEN YOU CAN ONLY FIT IN 3 QUARTERS OF THE ACTUARIAL PROG AND GET 5 EXEMPTIONS OUT OF 8

YOU WOULD STILL BE ELIGIBLE FOR ENTRY TO A PART II ACTUARIAL PROGRAM AT MONASH IF WE HAVE ONE THEN, OR AT ANOTHER UNIVERSITY (YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE ALL 8 EXEMPTIONS TO STILL GET INTO A PART II PROGRAM).

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I FEEL LIKE:




English? Argument?
Apa itu?
XD

1 down, 3 to go. =D

My grade sucks. And It will if I dont do anything about it.

This coming Week is a disaster. WIth Deadlines, and projects, and TESTS.

I m' so not gonna get to sleep early from now on.

By the way,
I ve got a feeling~
That tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good good night~
that tonight's gonna be a good good night~~~

I WISH.
I could sell some part of my lifespent for the surgery to remove lazyness from me.

This is so not funny. = =

Submitting applications, handling queries, getting details as well as asking for them, doing some research on programs availability on Campuses,
These are basically what I do (or to be said "Obsessed to do") except studying, revisions and more revision.
So far so good, the progression of Merit Gaps isn't that much of an emphasis as long as it does progress upwards.


Despite of Monash, it's such a big joke for some people that, studying MUFY and not entering Monash is such a stupid thing to do, presumably a waste of money. However, when you know/read up how the Go8 organisation works, you will realise how MUFY is such a benefitial pathway for education towards Australian Universities.

It's a common misconception that people think of MUFY, as a program that costs alot, yet suggesting it to have lower standard/Qualification compared to other Aus Year 12 programs such as AUSMAT or SAM. Indeed, that's a very light touch on the surface of this issue.
It may be somehow true that SAM covers bigger syllabus compared to Go8 Foundation Programs like MUFY.
THIS IS NOT THE FACT THAT IT PROVES A BETTER QUALITY OF EDUCATION.

Resolving aspects of education, it includes
-Class size
-Staff Qualification
-Standardisation of Syllabus
-Learning Essential COmponent
-Resources
-Monitoring
-Recognition

Out of all these, clear cut. MUFY control class size to a limit of 28students. MUFY students can easily access relevant Monash Archives. MUFY as part of Go8 foundation, has their own English Syllabus which emphasis on argument constructing and prepare us for Degree level of study. MUFY is monitored by Monash Authroities from time to time. Recognition of MUFY is due Go8,
which is kept unique and controlled, rather than other Aus year 12 program that can come from any state, any school, any evaluator.

Australian Universities recruit future student through TER, a ranking index.
Want know more, google it. SInce MUFY or TRINITY doesn't have a ranking system for students, we are evaluated through scores, (varies on programs/degree). This is both an advantage and disadvanatage. The Pro's is that our Merit Achievement is independent from Competition with other students. However, if the exam is tough for that particular batch, your score drops, even you may be the top 10 students of your program.

Through my emails to Australian Universities and their replies, they admitted that prior of enrolment ( as long as it meets the minimum requirement), an (conditional/actual)offer is mostly issued for
1)Self-foundation Program--> 2) G08 FOundation Students --> 3) Year 12--> 4) Other qualification
*Hence, our MUFY program give us a slight advantage on enrolment.
It's no harm trying to apply for Other Universities, since we are in MUFY, as long as you dont screw up finals, you are GUARANTEED a placement in Monash, as we are ranked top prior.

For those intending to study in Australia, MUFY is a good tool. Even through Sem1 result, we can actually apply for COnditional Offer Letter from the Australian Universities. Go through an agent, like AusEd or IDP. Then, it'll be a step to step tutorial. =)

STudying Overseas will definitely cause financial burden somehow, but making a longer provision. Australian rate of Salary, PR approval, Aus Qualification....
The return may worth more than the investment.

Acedemic Merits is still top prior for now... ...

Finally, a secured place at Monash, Clayton Campus.
Of course, provided studies go pretty well this semesters.
Got new registered student ^^
"SET YING ZHEN" xD
* Make him gain interest towards math, so he can score well.
*Translate Ms. Geetha's language to his channel.

I M' FEELIN SO PRAUD

Mr. Graham even gave me bunch of detail bout the program,
including excel worksheet that highlights what Unit I should take during the Years, and what suitable Electives to sharpen basics.

It's a hard year front, but It definitely goes easier after I complete both path.
Kinda like Australian Lecturer, they put the effort to answer my doubts, giving details, handling enquiries and make sure i understand how it works.
I am definitely proud of Monash.

However, estimated figure on the fees, is a summation of approx. RM350 000.
I wouldn't want to trouble my dad to handle 2 packs of 350k figures, my sister's Medic course is already a burden to him.
But she applied PTPTN loan ( applicable for local institutes only), I cant.
SO where'm I supposed to get that amount of Money from?
Anyone know any loan? Study Loan? With low interest ones?

Any Bonding? I am willing to work for those that sponsor me for my studies...
Preferably Finance departments..

I Have A dream, and I am dreaming on it.

350 000

6 digits.
Need help here.

Finished the crappy CSC test today. Eric saw me memorising answers like mad,

My dad gave me a good starting point for my english research primary draft.
I told him everything and my topic about the research project.

This is how it went,

" Do you know majority foreign Universities here are local Universities on their native lands?"
Yea..
" University speaks about contribution to a society, financially as well as human capitalism."
I read bout that, true.

"Does Malaysian Universities meet that aim?"
Not quite, they are working it up..

"How many university students were caught on their protest movements of the education revolution?"
A lot, didn't go through the news in detail.
"Coming back to your topic, what's Independent thinking?"
the ability to act and decide on its own, without the influence and guidance of others

"Malaysian do it another way"
How?

"Yes, Ma'am"





LMAO

With H1N1 outraging and most people starring in this movie...



Just have to stay Gold. LOL

Its very wrong to assume things. even very simple logic yet calculatable equations.
Generalisation or Rounding-up's doesn't conclude the fact that it is a concrete statment.

This is because some assumption of equations can work 1 way, but the equation will be inappropriate when it loops.

Here's an example:
A very traditional truth that 30days make up a month.
And each 12months form a year.

Hence, traditionally its said that 30days = 1 month
12 months = 1 year = 360days?

For Accounting purpose, the matching concept take into ASSUMPTION that revenue and expenses, asset, liability lifespends are distributed equally to 12months per year.

But are they really EQUALLY Distributed?

In the assumption that
1year = 12months of 30days ( which is already wrong)
By mathematical term,
1year = 365.25 days

If we were to apply consistency, It would become
1month = 1year/12 = 30.4375
30.4375 =/= 30

0.4375 days make a big difference.
0.4375days for 70years = 30.625days
which is an extra of a financial period

and flip ur calendar, there are months with 28, 31 days.
This proves Inconsistency, which finance majors fail to understand.

Literal facts and mathematical facts doesn't always match each other.

The understanding that improve accuracy and having a definite accuracy must be there.
People often fail to understand Inconsistency, as part of the nature.

Analysing 2 very famous Individual of High "Faith"
One been the author of first book of the Hebrew Bible/Christian Old Testament,
and the first of five books of the Jewish Torah.

The other,a fictional character from the Star Wars universe,
appearing in the three Presequel films as well as the second and third original films.

Both are masters of great philosophy of their time. Somehow,
"It is not what is poured into a student that counts but what is planted." -Linda Conway

God is with you in all that you do.
- Genesis 21:22

May the force be with you wherever you go, young skywalker.
-Yoda Episode 4

Did they attend the same English class?

Probability test is just 9hrs away.

I can feel it already.

Arithmetric Progression, Geometric Progression covers the 1st half.

Basic probability, Compound event, and Mutually exclusive probability covers the rest.

Lets make things "complicated" to ease the learning process:

Q1 A bag has 4 boxes, A box has 4 packets, A packet has 4 seals, A seal has 4sweets.
It was said that Each sweet was packaged with a unique number starting arithmetically
from 1 to n.
Find the probability of the sweet obtained is labelled 4.

A: This may seems confusing with so many 4's. Some may suggest to draw diagrams. U will end up 128 branches, by the time u finish the diagram, you realise how stupid u were.

It's simple. convert the relation: 4(4)(4)(4) = 128. which is the total number of sweets, also the number of possible outcome. as stated 1 to n, increasing arithmetically,
It can be concluded the pack contain labels from 1 to 128.
So the probability of getting 4, is nothng difren from the Probability of getting any other number,

P(4) = 1/128

done.


Q2. In A survey of men and women, the probability of a men chosen is not swimmer is 0.2, the probability of the swimmer chosen is a women is 0.4 . The probability of the person chosen swims is 0.7. State the probability of the person chosen is a female.

If you were to draw the Probability Tree out, and sort the value out. I would be Quite Confusing,
You may easily got stucked like a pile of shit. And, It would look like this:


SMen (0.6)

0.7 Swims
SWomen 0.4
Event
S'Men 0.2
0.3 Swims'
S'Women (0.8)

Aiyo, but now they duwan to see from the swimming event, but from the gender. So how?
Die. Use Independent Event formula.P(A) X P(B) then GG.

I always use a method to check in such situation, which Ms. Geetha doesn't encourage, she label it "too complicated". Here's how

Understanding probability as how probable is an event to turn out such outcome.
E.g.
The probability for Anna's marriage to be succesful is 1/10. Means for every 10 marriage, she will Divorce 9 times, and only manage to maintain 1.

Applying teh same concept, Lets use Sampling
Let The total number of person in this survey = X
and X will be 1000.

So now using the same tree,

SMen 0.6 [ 700x0.6]ppl

0.7 Swims ( 700ppl)
SWomen 0.4 [700x 0.4]ppl
1000ppl
S'Men 0.2 [ 300x 0.2]ppl
0.3 Swims'(300ppl)
S'Women 0.8 [300 x 0.8]ppl

With this you will get the weightage of each portion.
Your answer would be the {total number of female / total number of people}

which is { (total female swimmer + total female non swimmer)/ total no. of people}

This is just the understanding of how you get to know probability through sampling.
Indeed the direct way is to add up the total probability involved in this event(women):

0.7x0.4 + 0.3X0.8 = Answer

But you dont memorise formula's, you understand them. ;)

People tend to have imaginary friends,

it's kinda common, rite?

As expected, I already know what my research topic was on. Primely describe it as a part of education, just gives me a path to study on this topic. As disconcern as well as deluded, people often give different opinion and respond on this topic. Despite of how SENSITIVE it is,

that urge me to further set my foot on this doscovery of so called "faith".

The definition of sensitivity itself arise as people tend to go very different on each other, for most it acts as a fragile code in our mind (not mine though xD ),

presumably a well debate on hell will send you to hell, which is quite interesting to check it out.

And because of that, this sensitivity arises debates of the pros and cons. The fact that it arises varying outcomes make this subject debatable,

WHICH GONNA WORK PERFECTLY FINE AS A RESEARCH TOPIC.



Who the hell gonna talk about " A dog is a dog" when the fact already showed that that's a dog?



For such research topic, It works well with both primary founding or secondary founding. As this subject is still hot on the pan, information can be gathered through interviews and surveys. For secondary reference and foundings, I am on my way into gathering all sorts of masterpiece, which includes 7books from the library and 12 books from dad's bookshelf.



The fact that most people feel that religion is somehow unquestionable is undeed a misinterpretation of understanding it and going against it. Education plays an important role to guide people "the way to think", not " the way to follow". This is proven when people are questioned on the origin of religion. The dilema of theory is a subject that arise due to this confusion. Does Theory arise from foundings or does foundings arise from theory?

Is a good example to explain this situation. As the same mind-block, before converting your thoughts, you should ask yourself about religion:

" Does it exist because I believe it? or I believe it because it exists? "



It may take quite a moment to understand the glitch in this statement.

Splitting it up, " Does it exist because I believe it?" tells the fact that human try to interpret a subject at his own belief. He will try to rationalise things to meet his hypothesis, as he believes it.



The second component is "I believe it because it exists?" explains things to be proven due to scientific procedure. The logic of its existence is rational, that's why human try to adapt to the understanding of this phenomena.

A simple example, Gravity. People try to adapt themselve to something pulling them downwards ( not to hell. lol ). This phenomena is there, theory is introduced to explain this phenomena, not because the theory is there that's why gravity exists.

That's why, science at the other hand, speaks of relative truth. As theories must keep
re-improvise whenever a new idea/phenomena clashes with the existing theory.

whenever the new fouding conflicts with the existing theory, the procedure loops back into

Getting an idea ---> experimenting



If result is positive, Improve theory

If result is negative, start back into getting an idea.



Analysing the both situations, it can be concluded that "Because I believe in this theory, it proves existence" is a way how all (or most) religion works to be. that's to stick to the idea.



Whereas, " Because it exists, and the founded theory complies with this phenomena, that's why i apply this theory" is a way how human study a subject with scientific procedures. Things have relative binaries. Which often proves that absolute truth doesn't comply most of the time.



The fundamental criteria of education is to teach, to guide, to nurture "the way to think" to others, not the way to follow rigidly.

Hence, religion cannot act as a component to educate people, as it somehows forms a barrier of "stick to it" for the followers, which restricts any improvement or correction on current theories.

Having moral education established concurrently with religion is a fraud understanding of how people interpret these two seperate entities. This scenario is so obvious to deny non-believers.

" No religion = No moral = Go hell" End of story.



This is how people use to understand Moral and religion. As they feel, Moral and religion are twins, or would say so that Moral arise from religion whatsoever.



They say " have faith", ways of life are obtained through faith, which is dadadada....

I wouldn't be able to clarify or "challenge" this thought if I wasn't on an exchange program to beijing last year.

My expereince In beijing, having a caring and loving host family in beijing prove to me, self-enlightening is possible in the absence of a faith-lord. I attended school, studied moral, studied Social civilian educations. China is a communist country, for people who doesn't understand communism will have the first thought of:

" pouring shit on holy places, killing innocent peoples, raping etc etc"

That's normal, blame part of our educaton, this is called Bias- history.

People do act on their own will without knowing that others generalises them as a group.
But that goes the same to religious groups. Al-Qaeeda : " It's god's will"
The Israel PM assasin " I acted on god's word" And the religious wars during Roman Ages.
But do you see them killing each other everyday? ( lets say today)



FOr the same in china, I see none. I see civillisation just as same as other country. What we learn in moral class, Is just the same, without (Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan). Yes, Belief in God.



This is something hard to adapt with, for believers. But on my daily experience in such
"god-less" society, I feel its more or less with ours. The proportionality of Citizen and crime rate doesn't draw a conclusion that [people get misguided without god], its a matter of morality. A matter of how you educate your people to do good.



A famous quote:

" Brother, cant you see the birds on the sky?
They dont need a religion,
They can see. "



My observation of such society made me question

" Can a civillisation of morality be formed without the guidance of faith? "

I prefer to take this subject into further exploration, rather than being bias to a side. But to form a thesis, I have to take sides.

Truth are relatively changing, which demands enhancement and improvement, which explains why we will stop at a stage if we trap ourselves in a death knot of fear.



" For those that believe in heaven, will never know the truth,
as they are blinded by Fear"

Here are some famous quotes to tell us what are these things after few days finding deep into my father's bookshelf and the internet...

As for what we know,
Heaven and hell are big contrast to each other. They hold the infinite range of good and evil, for those whom believe. For those against this, they find this phenomena a psychological response of Human's Desire as well as fear for it.

HEAVEN?

OR HELL?




From olden days, Discovery of Heaven and Hell exist as a belief. A path where humanity goes in the afterlife. Before the discovery and expansion on our knowledge about the outer world, the galaxy. Heaven is presumed to be above the sky, which gave scientists big headache figuring the exact coordinate of it. In the opposite, Hell being deep under the ground, filled with horror, burning and suffering for eternity. The fact that down below, the closer it gets to the earth core, the temperature increases higher. "It is believed to consist of an iron-nickel alloy , and it may have a temperature similar to the Sun surface"
Do you think it is possible for Satan to live in there? at that temperature? For a terrain with a temperature similar to the sun's surface, the glow would be sufficient to cover any shade or "darkness" as described by olden theologist.
Hypothesis: "Wrong claim."

Here's a good founding:

"The temperature of Heaven can be rather accurately computed. Our authority
is Isaiah 30:26,
"Moreover, the light of the Moon shall be as the light of
the Sun and the light of the Sun shall be sevenfold, as the light of seven
days."

Thus Heaven receives from the Moon as much radiation as we do from
the Sun, and in addition 7*7 (49) times as much as the Earth does from the
Sun, or 50 times in all. The light we receive from the Moon is one
1/10,000 of the light we receive from the Sun, so we can ignore that ...
The radiation falling on Heaven will heat it to the point where the heat
lost by radiation is just equal to the heat received by radiation, i.e.,
Heaven loses 50 times as much heat as the Earth by radiation.

Using the Stefan-Boltzmann law for radiation, (H/E) temperature of the earth (-300K),
gives H as 798K (525C). The exact temperature of Hell cannot be computed...

(However) Revelations 21:8 says "But the fearful, and unbelieving ... shall
have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone."
A lake of molten brimstone means that its temperature must be at or below the
boiling point, 444.6C.
We have, then, that Heaven, at 525C is hotter than
Hell at 445C."
--This is From the book "Applied Optics" vol. 11, pg14, 1972



Norse Mythology believed the God of Eternity, also Called Yggdrasil, exist as a world tree of a supreme size. Having its branches reaching Heaven, supporting it from falling. ( LoL) And its roots growing down to the underworld. Draw your own conclusion, I am blank on this one.

Some accused that according to Old Roman Mythology, Hell is so associated with Zues' Fallen Brother, Hades. That they seem to believe Hell maybe situated at Pluto, presumably called the Planet of Hades, Neptune. This was an misinterpretation for the fools. The Original Olympic stars are named accordingly to Zues, Hades, poseidon, Apollo, Hera, Athenia... For each god represents a star seen by olden philosophers. Till the discovery of science, scientist named the other 8 stars within the solar system with the Olympian gods.
Hypothesis: hell is at Neptune, Wrong claim.

Persian Mythology believe that there's a god of cloud,Ar'nu. That covers the heaven with clouds so that human cant see it. Then, Heaven must be at a strategic place that even the satellites cant detect.
"Astronomers must be blind out there" by NASA.

There are famous people that leave some quotes upon the debate of this subject,

Heaven: A place where the wicked cease from troubling you with talk of
their personal affairs, and the good listen with attention while
you expound on yours.
[Ambrose Bierce (1842-1914) American author]

"I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole
life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the
tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse."
[Isaac Asimov]

"Although the time of death is approaching me, I am not afraid of dying
and going to Hell or (what would be considerably worse) going to the
popularized version of Heaven. I expect death to be nothingness and, for
removing me from all possible fears of death, I am thankful to atheism."
[Isaac Asimov, "On Religiosity", Free Inquiry,
also attributed to Science Fiction Magazine, Jan 1992]

"The devil and God are components of a Siamese twin. Neither has any
existence apart from the other. In denying the existence of the one,
Christians have helped to kill the other. If there need to be no fear
of hell, people may well ask what is the attraction of heaven? Gods and
devils were born together. Gods and devils will die together."
[Chapman Cohen, "The Devil", Pamphlets for the People, no. 6]

"If thinking freely for yourself is a sure ticket to hell,
then the conversations in heaven must be awfully boring."
[San Francisco's infamous Dr. Weirde]



"Neither Heaven nor Hell, and surely not a
spaceship, will be found in the tail of a comet."
[Harlan Ellison]



This one is romantic , LOL = =

"I would rather live with the woman I love in a world full
of trouble, than to live in heaven with nobody but men."
[Robert G. Ingersoll, "The Liberty
of Man, Woman and Child", 1877]


President of the Humanist Association of Canada
"I tell Christians, If you had two children and one had to be bribed
(heaven) and threatened (hell) to do what he was supposed to do, and
the other one just did it because that's what he knew was the right
thing to do, which would you consider the better person?"
[Greg Irwin, President of the Humanist Association of Canada]



Let's imagine~
"Imagine there's no heaven; it's easy if you try
No hell below us, above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today ...

Imagine there's no countries; it isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace...."
[John Lennon, "Imagine"]

"Heaven and earth, centre and circumference, were created
together, in the same instant, and clouds full of water. . . .
this work took place and man was created by the Trinity on the
twenty-third of October, 4004 B.C., at nine o'clock in the morning."
[John Lightfoot (Vice-Chancellor of
the University of Cambridge), 1859]
"The Neolithic age in China can be traced back as early as 10,000 BCE"
Neolitic Chinese are aliens? o.o


"Church: A place in which gentlemen who have never been to Heaven
brag about it to people who will never get there."
[H.L. Mencken]


"Sunday: A day given over by Americans to wishing that they themselves were
dead and in Heaven, and that their neighbors were dead and in Hell."
[H.L. Mencken]


"Brother can't you see those birds,
they don't look to heaven,
they don't need religion, they can see."
["Undertow", REM]

XD XD XD
"Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual
intercourse, yet he has left it out of his heaven"
[Mark Twain]

"Who are we to create a heaven and hell for ourselves, excluding animals
and plants in the bargain, just because we have the power to rationalize?"
[Mark Twain, "The Mysterious Stranger"]

Here's something by "Mr. Bean"
"Yes? Sir, any questions? Oh.. No, I m afraid there's no toilet here, If you read your bible,
this is a place with damnation for eternity."
[Rowan Atkinson as The Devil (or 'Toby')
welcoming new arrivals to Hell]

"Atheists!? I bet you're feeling a right bunch of charlies.....
And Christians!? Over here please. Yes, you see, I'm afraid
that the jews were right after all."
[Rowan Atkinson as The Devil (or 'Toby')
welcoming new arrivals to Hell]


Coloring book, haha

"You've got a Methodist Coloring Book
And you color really well
But don't color outside the lines
Or God will send you to hell"
[Dead Milkmen, "Methodist Coloring Book"]


"Those who believe in hell can never know
truth, for they are blinded by fear."
[Emmett F. Fields]



I shall end this with a good question,

If the baby goes to heaven
And the doctor goes to hell
If the woman gets forgiveness
What's the problem pray tell!?

The theism point of view to explain this subject may involve the Mythology universe
and certain folktale beliefs.

In General,
Contrast to God will be Satan.
As suggested, demons are supernatural being that is generally described as a malevolent spirit. In Christian terms demons are generally understood as fallen angels, formerly of God. A demon is frequently depicted as a force that may be conjured and insecurely controlled.

Example of fallen angels:
the coming of the 7 Demon Lord (7 great sins)
History of Destructive Demons
(e.g. Lamiae, Medusa, Gorgon, Abyzou, Abbadon)


The Greek conception of a daemon (< δαίμων daimōn) appears in the works of Plato and many other ancient authors, but without the evil connotations which are apparent in the Septuagint translation of the Hebrew Bible and in the Greek originals of the New Testament. The medieval and neo-medieval conception of a "demon" in Western civilization (see the Medieval grimoire called the Ars Goetia) derives seamlessly from the ambient popular culture of Late (Roman) Antiquity. Greco-Roman concepts of daemons that passed into Christian culture are discussed in the entry daemon, though it should be duly noted that the term referred only to a spiritual force, not a malevolent supernatural being.

The supposed existence of demons is an important concept in many modern religions and occultist traditions. In some present-day cultures, demons are still feared in popular superstition, largely due to their alleged power to possess living creatures.

Referring the book, CHAMBER's BOOK OF FACT, it proposed that the definition of many Demon lords is a result of a fallen god/goddess, mainly consisting of those originating from
Greek, Islamic, Persian, Romania, Traditional Chinese Myths.

As such, i shall point out a few example that can give a better explanation:


Lamiae
In ancient Greek mythology, Lamia (Greek: Λάμια) was a beautiful queen of Libya who became a child-eating daemon. While the word lamia literally means large shark in Greek, Aristophanes claimed her name derived from the Greek word for gullet (laimos), referring to her habit of devouring children.

According to Diodorus Siculus, Lamia was born the beautiful daughter of King Belus of Egypt, making her the granddaughter of Poseidon( which is Zues's 2nd Brother) and Lybie.^[6] Upon her father's death she became queen of one of his territories, Libya.^[7] However, while visiting Delphi, Pausanias remarks that Lamia was the daughter of Poseidon. He also states that Lamia and Zeus were the parents of Herophile.

Diodorus goes on to relate that Lamia had an affair with Zeus and bore him children. When Hera, Zeus's wife, discovered the affair, she killed the children in a rage ( known from the chapter "Hera's Wrath). Driven insane with grief, Lamia began devouring other children, and, according to Diodorus, her face became hideously distorted from her grisly deeds.

LIlith
a mythological female Mesopotamian storm demon associated with wind and was thought to be a bearer of disease, illness, and death. The figure of Lilith first appeared in a class of wind and storm demons or spirits as Lilitu, in Sumer, circa 4000 BC. Many scholars place the origin of the phonetic name "Lilith" at somewhere around 700 BC despite post-dating even to the time of Moses.[

The Book of Isaiah 34:14, describing the desolation of Edom, is the only occurrence of Lilith in the Hebrew Bible:

Hebrew (ISO 259): pagšu ṣiyyim et-ʾiyyim w-saʿir ʿal-rēʿhu yiqra ʾakšam hirgiʿah lilit u-maṣʾah lah manoḫ

morpho-syntactic analysis: "yelpers meet-[perfect] howlers; hairy-ones cry-[imperfect] to fellow. liyliyth reposes-[perfect], acquires-[perfect] resting-place."

KJV: "The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to his fellow; the screech owl also shall rest there, and find for herself a place of rest."

This passage refers to God's day of vengeance, when the land will be transformed into desolate wilderness. Thus, Lilith was known in what, according to biblical chronology, would be the ancient Israel of the 8th century BC. The fact that she found a place of rest in the desert seems to allude to the Sumerian Gilgamesh incident: after Lilith fled into the desert, she apparently found repose there.^[26]

Schrader (Jahrbuch für Protestantische Theologie, 1. 128) and Levy (ZDMG 9. 470, 484) suggest that Lilith was a goddess of the night, known also by the Jewish exiles in Babylon. Evidence for Lilith being a goddess rather than a demon is lacking.

From Horace,
In Horace (De Arte Poetica liber, 340), Hieronymus of Cardia translated Lilith as Lamia, a witch who steals children, similar to the Breton Korrigan, in Greek mythology described as a Libyan queen who mated with Zeus. After Zeus abandoned Lamia, Hera stole Lamia's children, and Lamia took revenge by stealing other women's children.

"Her gates are gates of death, and from the entrance of the house
She sets out towards Sheol.
None of those who enter there will ever return,
And all who possess her will descend to the Pit.

— 4Q184"

From Medieval,
The first medieval source to depict Adam and Lilith in full was the Midrash Abkir (ca. 10th century), which was followed by the Zohar and Kabbalistic writings. Adam is said to be perfect until he recognizes either his sin or Cain's homicide that is the cause of bringing death into the world. He then separates from holy Eve, sleeps alone, and fasts for 130 years. During this time Lilith, also known as Pizna or Naamah, desired his beauty and came to him against his will. She bore him many demons and spirits called "the plagues of humankind"


-Olden greek myths propose that gods obtain the same characteristics of a human being, excluding supernatural abilities. Analysing a god's trait, evil ones are named demons whereas the saintful ones remain as gods.-

What can atheist say about that?
I wonder.... but the answer is up for next post ;)