Anxious Unpredictable Manipulative Netherless Only

78 Monash

84 UNSW

86 UniMelb


90 MacQ


??? ANU

This is nuts. It's just like studying for medicine.
I may have to quit many shits to achieve that target.

Then, there comes the talent quest thingy.
Goat and Tiong came to my house, and we practised the pieces overnight.
At first it was Pazza Inter Amala.
Then Goat requested to start it up on piano. He started playing Arrival to Earth by Jablonski.
Along with Scopornok. then we somehow came up with the idea of merging Arrival to Earth with Pazza Inter.

Then I tried to seek for similar key element to combine them end to end.
This was the difficult part, Pazza Inter uses F# as the root chord while Arrival to earth is a mere major of C. the Interval between is quite huge.

Tiong asked what bout scopornok. perhaps scopornok is possible. that piece roots the music on F#, which is the same to Pazza Inter. Then I suggested that we end pazza inter and resume it with scopornok. The merging process went on pretty well.

Back to Arrival to Earth, I convinced Goat to let it off, seeking the favor the merge will turn out much a failure. lol, he insisted not to. Well, we just have to try things out then. it's 1am Saturday,
and we are still in the piano room trying to merge the songs. I have goat play arrival to earth few times on piano, repeating again and again.
from piano, it doesnt sound much further than how it sounds on guitar tunes. It's possible that both can be connected. I suck on playing piano, but had no choice but to try the chords out myself. I told goat to give me the breakdown of every chord to notes. then somehow tried it out.
Somehow, we manage to connect both, as we use an interval between arrival to earth and Pazza Inter.

Creating an interval of merely 15sec, is like inserting a melody riff that starts with D and ends on F#. the piano part is smooth enough, using diminished double notes to slowly jump from major chords to diminished minors of B and then F#.
It was a great success now that we merge all 3 together. The sad part is only the chorus part of Pazza Inter will be inserted.

It took us that night to actually bring all the pieces to one. it sounds horrible at 1st, kinda cool. But after a few testrun, it seems pretty fine. just the guitar part on that interval, my notes kinda sucks, still need some effort to get on the rigth scale.

It should be fine, I guess.
Tiong just needs more practise on mute strumming and controlling tempo, thats all.
Reminds me of that LMAO piano lesson. tempo tempo... lol

Pazza inter is worst " pazza inteeer amalaaaeeeeeeeeerrrr ~~~ ( all the way down) "

Out of everything, the intro to scopornok is the best. xD





Just ignore the fuking video, leave the speakers on, more than enough. =)


Back to stardee-ing for the 90's...

Perfection is sometimes just too hard to go after.
You cant expect everything on earth to be readily made for you.

Quote a best AE leader, Alicus:
"If the world didn't suck, we had all fall off"


It's normal that we face more difficulties than sweet moments. No, not biased. It's because this is our human nature. We tend to complain more than we appreciate. This is way too obvious, that people dont sit down and think why.
People tend to complain bad service rather than appreciating the food they were served.
People tend to forget how the marriage lasted so long rather than stop giving a damn about the reason that lead to the divorce.
People tend to notice disbenefits more than benefits.
People tend to complain bout their sad past, than planning ahead for a better future.

Things in reality dont have happy endings, Time leads to no end. History loops.
Incidents dont happen by chance, they just randomly comes and go.
It's human that judges, that evaluates it.
"Mind games, we tend to add flavors, add [emotions] to something simply so dull, we always
expect it would be like this or that, we expect it to be more"

We maze ourselves within our thoughts, we handle reality like a fairytale, expecting a return on every contribution, expecting a dusk after every dawn.
We call it "positive attitude", to believe what's best to believe.

But if you were to make things relatively black and white.
It will never be the same. It is possible that bad things concurrently happen twice, or more.
A sad ending may not be the beginning of a favourable fantasy.
You know that's possible, but you dont cry for being treated "unfair". You dont blame your "Lord" or anything/anyone similar.

There's no crisis in faith. There is only crisis in self-esteem.
People must face the fact that the world is never fair, nor equally balanced with Good and bad.
That's why we learn Skewed graphs on a distribution, average is not always applicable for every situation we face.
There are always unfortunate people, there will always be poverty, there will always be unfairness, sacrifice and blank sacrifice.
We just have to cope up with risk, rather than complaining bout it.

Does much more complaining leads to a better life?
Does dis-satisfaction really leads to improvement?

CHanging the society, what about changing ourselves first?

People have to start thinking, why?
What if people just start being considerate?
What if people just start to plan ahead?
What if people just sit down and get a solution to troubles than "temporarily escape from it"

We have to change ourselves, rather than hoping others to change theirs.


What can we do through peaceful negotiation? what can we do through calming ouselves down and let the "bad guys" escape their role?
We can relieve ourselves from inappropriate solution to handle the side-effect of complaining too much.

We dont need smoking to release our tense.
We dont need to drink to kill sorrow.
We dont need to hurt someone to get our own comfort.
We dont need to kill someone to get our own determination.

It's not right.


In a simple logical sense, there are 2 ways to prove something right:

1) Evidence, prove yourself, your theory to run a logical sense.
2) Prove others wrong.

It's a natural phenomenon that most people would choose the 2nd one.
"It's easy to critic the government's faulty decision, than running it yourself"
If you are on the Government's point of view,
what would you do?

People tend to react to conflicts very sensitively. Challenging other arguments create conflict between, and conflict grows. Sometimes, though it's still reasonably acceptable. It would be better to prove yourself right, than proving others wrong.

Prove that Smoking cures depression.
Prove that smoking saves lives.
Prove that smoking gives inspiration.
Prove that killing someone leads to a better future.

Rather than

Proved that smoking doesnt cause heart failure.
Proved that smoking doesnt lead to mental disorder.
Proved that drinking doesnt cause road accidents.
Proved that killing someone doesnt jeapordise public security.


If people would start putting responsibilities on themselve.
People will open their eye. The solution is not to negotiate, not to
refute, not to kill oppositions,
but to

THINK.

There's no always a right or wrong. But the difference.


23th day,
The swear on a Complaint-free world.

Holiday is here:

A lot to do, but still have to rest more.

Dad seem pretty happy when he came back to work,

" He said 4 years maybe a little too heavy to handle, but he will subsidise for bout 2years.
So I would expect you to get familiar with that place fast, by the 3rd year, u will know how to get money, and survive ur own expenses. From now on, still study hard, dont throw our expectation"

GOOOD, now got sponsor. Placement is somehow guaranteed as long as I meet their requirement!!
woohoo~ What's left is to study hard, and score well.

This is once in a lifetime opportunity, with a sponsor, and at such age.
No way to miss this.
This thing is just too important to me.

I am willing to sacrifice anything to achieve this.
Lets start from Uninstalling dota from all computers!
Noooo~~~~ =D

RyukA is a lifeless shyt,
he everyday study, but his Sem2 internal still show no improvement?
what went wrong?

:" Lack of practise".

Gotta work harder. HARDER.
This was a very difficult choice for me, to cut down, burn off, restrict or even sacrifice whatever
that I may not want to. But, I have no other choice. My dad place a very risky investment as putting me into this, with high expectation, he trusted me. I shouldn't disappoint them.
Its not only for me, but my family.

Too bad, something that I like is actually something that people get bored fast, highly stressful, with a fairly high responsibility. But if everyone just give up on what they like, because its too hard to work up with, then there wont be any success.
The point is that, the process is very stressful and demotivating, but upon success, we may tend to get happier and more satisfied than any other career.

I SOLVED IT =D

I rather enjoy 10 years of peaceful life, than 5 years of playful life.
It's too different, when its on working for a purpose.


I learned a new thing today,

Geometrical Distribution

X~Geo(p)
Lets say P=0.1
even if the chances of success is low. through a couple of failure,
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FAIL FOREVER.

P(X>n)= p(q)^(n-1)

where X is the number of trials to get a successful output.
As N increases. it eventually goes closer to 0.5 and towards==> 0.99
Meaning, u will eventually get a success through high number of trials.

The letter and sponsor is here. Dont give up.

Nothing is here, seriously

during CSC class, I login my email

New Mail: Application ( MELB UNI)

open

....

........

............OH MY....

Its here.........

0_0


^0^


XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


UNIVERSITY OF MELBOURNE sent me the Conditional Offer Letter!!
And Set an appointment for me to meet them yesterday.
The Representative, gave the guarantee,
"as long as you meet the requirement stated, YOU ARE GUARANTEED A PLACE my dear"

"well, Thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sem1, finally beared some fruits.


BINGO, I MA HALF WAY DONE, MATE.

86%

THIS IS THE DREAM, TO BE REALISED.

Darn, I have not been sleeping well for few days already.

Yet to hear from Macquarie, ANU and UNSW.
Even if they fkin kick me off, I am happy enough to attend Melb Uni. xD


~Dota Moment:

noobfishyme: LOL, sucker.
ryukajsz: ooi goat
ryukajsz: stun la, wat no mana, 700 mana.. kana...
noobgoatyme: ong
noobgoatyme: chill
noobgoatyme: Melb Uni
noobgoatyme: xD
ryukajsz: lolz
ryukajsz: =D

Atlast, lose kao kao... Nevermind. Happy enough.

^^

My sister is so gonna congratz me =D
She's coming back friday night.. woohooo~

xD

Quote Teo:
" Cant stop smiling =] "



Kun liao, nite nite.
Awesome, now I cant sleep. =D

I seldom reach this limit.

The deterioration of mental performance,
slows down every input and output process.

Assignments and Test comes through Waves per day.
The breeze signifies the incapability to cope up with the heat of workloads.

Low Moonlight consumption diverges the concentration.
Greenery and the moisture in the air is what I hope for everyday.
I've been away from nature for too long. And this ain't anything good.

My parents are worried I didn't get enough sleep, My schedule is all messed up.
Grey hairs... dont mention.

24 hours per day, doesnt seem really enough.
It's either I am not effiicient enough to cope up with workload relatively to time. Or I am simply
too lazy.

to exceed 92% on math, is a joke too heavy to laugh about.


Fcuk it, I made a promise,
from the "ComplaintFree World" campaign
no complaining, work with it.

Got an email from professor Forbes.
YEAP, ITS POSSIBLE TO DO THE PART II program there even if I did not get exemption for Part I units.. woohoooooooo~~
THIS IS SO NOT TRUE. xD

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Jue Sheng,

Bruce Goodwin in the Course Advisory area has sent me the course planners he sent you.
I confirm that as far as the actuarial program what he has told you is quite correct.

If you come to Clayton for 3 years and do a B Com and do 8 units a year, 24 units in all.
Then assuming you are going to fulfil the CPA requirements, and using the information Bruce has supplied
You would have
6 core compulsory units, incl AFC1000, ECC1000 and ETC1000 which count towards the actuarial program
2 out of 4 compulsory units, and doing ETC1010 and AFC1030 gives you ETC1010 towards the actuarial program
8 CPA units, of which only AFC2140 counts for the actuarial program
That is 16 units to fulfil basic B Com requirements and CPA requirements.
Leaving you only 8 optional units from other areas to cover the actuarial program.

Whereas the actuarial program involves 11 units plus 2 maths units desirable.
That is ECC1100 (for CT7), AFC2000 (for CT2), ETC2520 (for CT3), AFC2340 (for CT1), ETC2430 and MTH3241 (for CT4), ETC3530 (for CT5), ETC2410, 3460 and 3510 (for CT8), ETC3420 (for CT6) and MTH1020/1030 and MTH2222 being a good idea.

SO IN SUMMARY - IF YOU CAN AFFORD TO COME TO CLAYTON FOR 4 YEARS YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING
IF YOU CAN ONLY AFFORD TO BE HERE FOR 3 YEARS THEN IF YOU WANT TO DO THE FULL CPA PROGRAM THEN YOU CAN ONLY FIT IN 3 QUARTERS OF THE ACTUARIAL PROG AND GET 5 EXEMPTIONS OUT OF 8

YOU WOULD STILL BE ELIGIBLE FOR ENTRY TO A PART II ACTUARIAL PROGRAM AT MONASH IF WE HAVE ONE THEN, OR AT ANOTHER UNIVERSITY (YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE ALL 8 EXEMPTIONS TO STILL GET INTO A PART II PROGRAM).

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I FEEL LIKE:




English? Argument?
Apa itu?
XD

1 down, 3 to go. =D

My grade sucks. And It will if I dont do anything about it.

This coming Week is a disaster. WIth Deadlines, and projects, and TESTS.

I m' so not gonna get to sleep early from now on.

By the way,
I ve got a feeling~
That tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good good night~
that tonight's gonna be a good good night~~~

I WISH.
I could sell some part of my lifespent for the surgery to remove lazyness from me.

This is so not funny. = =

Submitting applications, handling queries, getting details as well as asking for them, doing some research on programs availability on Campuses,
These are basically what I do (or to be said "Obsessed to do") except studying, revisions and more revision.
So far so good, the progression of Merit Gaps isn't that much of an emphasis as long as it does progress upwards.


Despite of Monash, it's such a big joke for some people that, studying MUFY and not entering Monash is such a stupid thing to do, presumably a waste of money. However, when you know/read up how the Go8 organisation works, you will realise how MUFY is such a benefitial pathway for education towards Australian Universities.

It's a common misconception that people think of MUFY, as a program that costs alot, yet suggesting it to have lower standard/Qualification compared to other Aus Year 12 programs such as AUSMAT or SAM. Indeed, that's a very light touch on the surface of this issue.
It may be somehow true that SAM covers bigger syllabus compared to Go8 Foundation Programs like MUFY.
THIS IS NOT THE FACT THAT IT PROVES A BETTER QUALITY OF EDUCATION.

Resolving aspects of education, it includes
-Class size
-Staff Qualification
-Standardisation of Syllabus
-Learning Essential COmponent
-Resources
-Monitoring
-Recognition

Out of all these, clear cut. MUFY control class size to a limit of 28students. MUFY students can easily access relevant Monash Archives. MUFY as part of Go8 foundation, has their own English Syllabus which emphasis on argument constructing and prepare us for Degree level of study. MUFY is monitored by Monash Authroities from time to time. Recognition of MUFY is due Go8,
which is kept unique and controlled, rather than other Aus year 12 program that can come from any state, any school, any evaluator.

Australian Universities recruit future student through TER, a ranking index.
Want know more, google it. SInce MUFY or TRINITY doesn't have a ranking system for students, we are evaluated through scores, (varies on programs/degree). This is both an advantage and disadvanatage. The Pro's is that our Merit Achievement is independent from Competition with other students. However, if the exam is tough for that particular batch, your score drops, even you may be the top 10 students of your program.

Through my emails to Australian Universities and their replies, they admitted that prior of enrolment ( as long as it meets the minimum requirement), an (conditional/actual)offer is mostly issued for
1)Self-foundation Program--> 2) G08 FOundation Students --> 3) Year 12--> 4) Other qualification
*Hence, our MUFY program give us a slight advantage on enrolment.
It's no harm trying to apply for Other Universities, since we are in MUFY, as long as you dont screw up finals, you are GUARANTEED a placement in Monash, as we are ranked top prior.

For those intending to study in Australia, MUFY is a good tool. Even through Sem1 result, we can actually apply for COnditional Offer Letter from the Australian Universities. Go through an agent, like AusEd or IDP. Then, it'll be a step to step tutorial. =)

STudying Overseas will definitely cause financial burden somehow, but making a longer provision. Australian rate of Salary, PR approval, Aus Qualification....
The return may worth more than the investment.

Acedemic Merits is still top prior for now... ...

Finally, a secured place at Monash, Clayton Campus.
Of course, provided studies go pretty well this semesters.
Got new registered student ^^
"SET YING ZHEN" xD
* Make him gain interest towards math, so he can score well.
*Translate Ms. Geetha's language to his channel.

I M' FEELIN SO PRAUD

Mr. Graham even gave me bunch of detail bout the program,
including excel worksheet that highlights what Unit I should take during the Years, and what suitable Electives to sharpen basics.

It's a hard year front, but It definitely goes easier after I complete both path.
Kinda like Australian Lecturer, they put the effort to answer my doubts, giving details, handling enquiries and make sure i understand how it works.
I am definitely proud of Monash.

However, estimated figure on the fees, is a summation of approx. RM350 000.
I wouldn't want to trouble my dad to handle 2 packs of 350k figures, my sister's Medic course is already a burden to him.
But she applied PTPTN loan ( applicable for local institutes only), I cant.
SO where'm I supposed to get that amount of Money from?
Anyone know any loan? Study Loan? With low interest ones?

Any Bonding? I am willing to work for those that sponsor me for my studies...
Preferably Finance departments..

I Have A dream, and I am dreaming on it.

350 000

6 digits.
Need help here.

Finished the crappy CSC test today. Eric saw me memorising answers like mad,