Anxious Unpredictable Manipulative Netherless Only

78 Monash

84 UNSW

86 UniMelb


90 MacQ


??? ANU

This is nuts. It's just like studying for medicine.
I may have to quit many shits to achieve that target.

Then, there comes the talent quest thingy.
Goat and Tiong came to my house, and we practised the pieces overnight.
At first it was Pazza Inter Amala.
Then Goat requested to start it up on piano. He started playing Arrival to Earth by Jablonski.
Along with Scopornok. then we somehow came up with the idea of merging Arrival to Earth with Pazza Inter.

Then I tried to seek for similar key element to combine them end to end.
This was the difficult part, Pazza Inter uses F# as the root chord while Arrival to earth is a mere major of C. the Interval between is quite huge.

Tiong asked what bout scopornok. perhaps scopornok is possible. that piece roots the music on F#, which is the same to Pazza Inter. Then I suggested that we end pazza inter and resume it with scopornok. The merging process went on pretty well.

Back to Arrival to Earth, I convinced Goat to let it off, seeking the favor the merge will turn out much a failure. lol, he insisted not to. Well, we just have to try things out then. it's 1am Saturday,
and we are still in the piano room trying to merge the songs. I have goat play arrival to earth few times on piano, repeating again and again.
from piano, it doesnt sound much further than how it sounds on guitar tunes. It's possible that both can be connected. I suck on playing piano, but had no choice but to try the chords out myself. I told goat to give me the breakdown of every chord to notes. then somehow tried it out.
Somehow, we manage to connect both, as we use an interval between arrival to earth and Pazza Inter.

Creating an interval of merely 15sec, is like inserting a melody riff that starts with D and ends on F#. the piano part is smooth enough, using diminished double notes to slowly jump from major chords to diminished minors of B and then F#.
It was a great success now that we merge all 3 together. The sad part is only the chorus part of Pazza Inter will be inserted.

It took us that night to actually bring all the pieces to one. it sounds horrible at 1st, kinda cool. But after a few testrun, it seems pretty fine. just the guitar part on that interval, my notes kinda sucks, still need some effort to get on the rigth scale.

It should be fine, I guess.
Tiong just needs more practise on mute strumming and controlling tempo, thats all.
Reminds me of that LMAO piano lesson. tempo tempo... lol

Pazza inter is worst " pazza inteeer amalaaaeeeeeeeeerrrr ~~~ ( all the way down) "

Out of everything, the intro to scopornok is the best. xD





Just ignore the fuking video, leave the speakers on, more than enough. =)


Back to stardee-ing for the 90's...

Perfection is sometimes just too hard to go after.
You cant expect everything on earth to be readily made for you.

Quote a best AE leader, Alicus:
"If the world didn't suck, we had all fall off"


It's normal that we face more difficulties than sweet moments. No, not biased. It's because this is our human nature. We tend to complain more than we appreciate. This is way too obvious, that people dont sit down and think why.
People tend to complain bad service rather than appreciating the food they were served.
People tend to forget how the marriage lasted so long rather than stop giving a damn about the reason that lead to the divorce.
People tend to notice disbenefits more than benefits.
People tend to complain bout their sad past, than planning ahead for a better future.

Things in reality dont have happy endings, Time leads to no end. History loops.
Incidents dont happen by chance, they just randomly comes and go.
It's human that judges, that evaluates it.
"Mind games, we tend to add flavors, add [emotions] to something simply so dull, we always
expect it would be like this or that, we expect it to be more"

We maze ourselves within our thoughts, we handle reality like a fairytale, expecting a return on every contribution, expecting a dusk after every dawn.
We call it "positive attitude", to believe what's best to believe.

But if you were to make things relatively black and white.
It will never be the same. It is possible that bad things concurrently happen twice, or more.
A sad ending may not be the beginning of a favourable fantasy.
You know that's possible, but you dont cry for being treated "unfair". You dont blame your "Lord" or anything/anyone similar.

There's no crisis in faith. There is only crisis in self-esteem.
People must face the fact that the world is never fair, nor equally balanced with Good and bad.
That's why we learn Skewed graphs on a distribution, average is not always applicable for every situation we face.
There are always unfortunate people, there will always be poverty, there will always be unfairness, sacrifice and blank sacrifice.
We just have to cope up with risk, rather than complaining bout it.

Does much more complaining leads to a better life?
Does dis-satisfaction really leads to improvement?

CHanging the society, what about changing ourselves first?

People have to start thinking, why?
What if people just start being considerate?
What if people just start to plan ahead?
What if people just sit down and get a solution to troubles than "temporarily escape from it"

We have to change ourselves, rather than hoping others to change theirs.


What can we do through peaceful negotiation? what can we do through calming ouselves down and let the "bad guys" escape their role?
We can relieve ourselves from inappropriate solution to handle the side-effect of complaining too much.

We dont need smoking to release our tense.
We dont need to drink to kill sorrow.
We dont need to hurt someone to get our own comfort.
We dont need to kill someone to get our own determination.

It's not right.


In a simple logical sense, there are 2 ways to prove something right:

1) Evidence, prove yourself, your theory to run a logical sense.
2) Prove others wrong.

It's a natural phenomenon that most people would choose the 2nd one.
"It's easy to critic the government's faulty decision, than running it yourself"
If you are on the Government's point of view,
what would you do?

People tend to react to conflicts very sensitively. Challenging other arguments create conflict between, and conflict grows. Sometimes, though it's still reasonably acceptable. It would be better to prove yourself right, than proving others wrong.

Prove that Smoking cures depression.
Prove that smoking saves lives.
Prove that smoking gives inspiration.
Prove that killing someone leads to a better future.

Rather than

Proved that smoking doesnt cause heart failure.
Proved that smoking doesnt lead to mental disorder.
Proved that drinking doesnt cause road accidents.
Proved that killing someone doesnt jeapordise public security.


If people would start putting responsibilities on themselve.
People will open their eye. The solution is not to negotiate, not to
refute, not to kill oppositions,
but to

THINK.

There's no always a right or wrong. But the difference.


23th day,
The swear on a Complaint-free world.

Holiday is here:

A lot to do, but still have to rest more.

Dad seem pretty happy when he came back to work,

" He said 4 years maybe a little too heavy to handle, but he will subsidise for bout 2years.
So I would expect you to get familiar with that place fast, by the 3rd year, u will know how to get money, and survive ur own expenses. From now on, still study hard, dont throw our expectation"

GOOOD, now got sponsor. Placement is somehow guaranteed as long as I meet their requirement!!
woohoo~ What's left is to study hard, and score well.

This is once in a lifetime opportunity, with a sponsor, and at such age.
No way to miss this.
This thing is just too important to me.

I am willing to sacrifice anything to achieve this.
Lets start from Uninstalling dota from all computers!
Noooo~~~~ =D

RyukA is a lifeless shyt,
he everyday study, but his Sem2 internal still show no improvement?
what went wrong?

:" Lack of practise".

Gotta work harder. HARDER.
This was a very difficult choice for me, to cut down, burn off, restrict or even sacrifice whatever
that I may not want to. But, I have no other choice. My dad place a very risky investment as putting me into this, with high expectation, he trusted me. I shouldn't disappoint them.
Its not only for me, but my family.

Too bad, something that I like is actually something that people get bored fast, highly stressful, with a fairly high responsibility. But if everyone just give up on what they like, because its too hard to work up with, then there wont be any success.
The point is that, the process is very stressful and demotivating, but upon success, we may tend to get happier and more satisfied than any other career.

I SOLVED IT =D

I rather enjoy 10 years of peaceful life, than 5 years of playful life.
It's too different, when its on working for a purpose.


I learned a new thing today,

Geometrical Distribution

X~Geo(p)
Lets say P=0.1
even if the chances of success is low. through a couple of failure,
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FAIL FOREVER.

P(X>n)= p(q)^(n-1)

where X is the number of trials to get a successful output.
As N increases. it eventually goes closer to 0.5 and towards==> 0.99
Meaning, u will eventually get a success through high number of trials.

The letter and sponsor is here. Dont give up.

Nothing is here, seriously

during CSC class, I login my email

New Mail: Application ( MELB UNI)

open

....

........

............OH MY....

Its here.........

0_0


^0^


XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


UNIVERSITY OF MELBOURNE sent me the Conditional Offer Letter!!
And Set an appointment for me to meet them yesterday.
The Representative, gave the guarantee,
"as long as you meet the requirement stated, YOU ARE GUARANTEED A PLACE my dear"

"well, Thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sem1, finally beared some fruits.


BINGO, I MA HALF WAY DONE, MATE.

86%

THIS IS THE DREAM, TO BE REALISED.

Darn, I have not been sleeping well for few days already.

Yet to hear from Macquarie, ANU and UNSW.
Even if they fkin kick me off, I am happy enough to attend Melb Uni. xD


~Dota Moment:

noobfishyme: LOL, sucker.
ryukajsz: ooi goat
ryukajsz: stun la, wat no mana, 700 mana.. kana...
noobgoatyme: ong
noobgoatyme: chill
noobgoatyme: Melb Uni
noobgoatyme: xD
ryukajsz: lolz
ryukajsz: =D

Atlast, lose kao kao... Nevermind. Happy enough.

^^

My sister is so gonna congratz me =D
She's coming back friday night.. woohooo~

xD

Quote Teo:
" Cant stop smiling =] "



Kun liao, nite nite.
Awesome, now I cant sleep. =D